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Unleash. :)

INTRO.

Ayoko na. Oo nga, mahina ako. Wag nyo nang pamukha. Tingin nyo ako gusto to?

(ALARM RINGS. )

Lunes na naman, ang araw na ayaw halos ng mga kababataan. Umpisa na naman ng pasok.

Heto na naman ako. Uumpisahan ang araw ko bilang mahina, coward, lampa, anemic, exhausted at kung anu-ano pa. Bukod sa ganoon, haharapin ko ulit ang mga pasimuno ng lahat ng negative feelings sa utak ko.

Kung sanang mayaman lang ako, isang bote ng enervon ang iinumin ko sa isang araw. Kaso hindi eh. Sa bahay lang ang nanay ko at empleyado lang ang tatay ko sa isang pagawaan ng dyaryo. Isa kami sa mga “makuntento kung anong meron” na tao.

Pano ako, lampa at mahina? palaging laman ng tuksuhan ng mga kaklase. nakakasawa na. Nakaksakal. Kailan kaya matitigil to? O kung hindi man, kailan ako makakahanap ng isa pang sandigan at proteksyon?

1.

Matapos tumunog ang alarm clock ko, sinampal ko ang mukha ko para magising. nakaugalian ko nang gawin ito.

Oo nga. Totoo nga. Sabi ko sa sarili. LUNES ngayon. May igugood time na naman sila.

Pagkatapos, tiningnan ko ang cellphone ko.

4 MESSAGES RECEIVED.

from: Marsh

–   Payatot, yung sa project no.

from: Jade

–  Payat, yung visual aide sa report no.

from: Paul

–  LAMPA. XD. hihi. wala lang.

from: Mark

–  uy, gising na. :D

Habang naliligo, biglang tumunog ang cellphone ko. TEXT MESSAGE.

from: unknown number

–  what the heck! di ka pa gising! putsa.! gogaloid!

Sa buong kasaysayan ng buhay ko, ngayon pa lang ako nakareceive ng ganitong message. TRASH MESSAGE ang tawag nila sa mga to, alam ko. Pero ngayon ko lang nakaranas makareceive nito. Di ko pa alam kanino galing.

at nireplyan ko sya:

to: unknown number

– HOY! walang hiya ka! Ang galing mo ring mag-wrong send no! Mamatay ka na!

Sa sobrang inis ko, inabot ako nang disoras sa pagliligo. Hindi na nga ako nakapagtoothbrush. :)

QUITTERS NEVER WIN. xP

QUITTERS NEVER WIN.

As the title says, did you encounter some scenarios wherein a person wins wins without his/her own efforts? Do you think someone can win with QUITTING?

For me, it’s so impossible to win without some sweat coming out of your body. How can we get to the mountain top if you wanna backout? C’mon. Obey before you complain. And besides, we won’t lose anything when we tend to try.

Do you think the tortoise can beat the rabbit without doing his bestfirst before belching his smoky complains. i mean, c’mon. You won’t lose nothing. Like duh!

Nobody is perfect. In every plus, there is also a corresponding minus. :) Don’t lose hope just the fact that you can’t make a perfect team. THERE IS NO PERFECT TEAM. duh. But it can be A PERFECT ONE by unity and the fighting spirit that we have within. :)
(sana matamaan ka. :P)

THUNDER.

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you’re unlike any other?
You’ll always be my thunder.

Ewan ko ba. As I listen to this song, especially those lyrics, the painful memories were coming back. yeah, those damn memories.

Long-termed infatuation. Kelan kaya ako makakatakas dito?

Ewan ko ba. Oo, nakalimutan ko na, alam ko nang wala na. Pero bakit ganon? As I see him, as in there was a loud thud saying MERON PANG NATIRA. Nagpapakagaga na lang siguro ako. Alam ko namang wala na eh. They were just hallucinations. Ewan ko ba. Infatuation kills.

THUNDER. As the title itself says, this brings loud tragedy, especially when you feel affected. PLEASE HELP ME, to be by your presence, my friends in order to be freed by the LONG-TERMED INFATUATION. X(

bolpen. :)

BOLPEN KO, I RELY ON YOU. :)

Try to imagine unto your silly brain. Try to imagine what is life without a BALLPEN.

Tingin mo kumpleto pa ang buhay mo ngayon?

Think. Think.

Yang hawak mong cellphone, oo yan. Tingin mo mapaplano nilang magawa yang “one of your best things” kung walang magandang ipangsusulat?

Sa dyaryo, tingin mo may mga laman siya kung wala ang bolpeng pinakamamahal ng kanyang manunulat?

Sa medisina, may gamot bang mabibili kung walang bolpeng ipangrereseta?

Sa education, tingin mo matatapos ka ng pag-aaral nang hindi gumagmit ng bolpen?

Tingin mo may boypren/ gelpren / asawa ka ngayon kung walang bolpeng ipangsusulat sa love letter mo? :D

Madami pang ibang dahilan. Ang otis diba? Sa simpleng tinta ng bolpen, ang daming nagawa o nadiskubre.  Sa lahat ng bagay bolpen ang kasama. Bukod sa asawa mo, siya rin ang “one and only” mo.

KAYA INGATAN MO YANG BOLPEN MO. :D

This is a tribute for MY NEW LAYOUT. :)

PS:

Capital letters are for emphasis. :D

it’s been a while. :)

yeah. it’s been a while. :)

Since nauso ang facebook sa buhay ko, ngayon ko pa lang nai-update ang fs ko. :) COOL. I agree to the fact na mas maganda yung fb.

Pero parang “it’s nice to be where you started.:)
This is the day where I came up to my mind na may two years na rin ako sa friendster. HAHA. :D a clap for that. :D
i started FS-ing way back February 2007. [my present account. LOL] pero before pa magawa itong account kong to, I know FS already. SINCE GRADE FOUR. :))

Sa lahat ng sikat na sites ngayon, isa yung FS sa pinakauna kong na-try, making it most memorable. :) I met many people [especially childhood friends and classmates] dahil sa FS. :)
THANKYOU FS. FOR A TWO-YEAR BOND WITH YOU. :D

GAWD!

grabe men. i can’t forget this. :D
Tuesday night.

I was rushing to fix our project in physics. I started 7 pm. and I ended up 11 PM.

OY! DI PA TPOS YUNG STORY DYAN HA.

edi kse, the whole night, I was online sa facebook. [alam mo naman ang adik. :D] Mga bandang mag-11 PM, I saw him [special kuya] online. GAWD!

Then, i sent him a PM, saying “hello.”

He replied. “o, gabi na ah. bat gising kapa?”

owmen! he’s really nice. :>

even though d n sya nagreply after that, still he made me lighten up. Beside that project, I have an assignment left, at ginawa ko yon habang online sya. [I was inspired. :)]

one ridiculous thing. :D
nawalan ng tinta yung mga bolpen ko hbang ginagawa yung hw na yon. tsk .aha

an inch away . (:

It was a year ago [i think] when i first saw how great he is in the field of lawn tennis. I think that was his match of the championship in the Australian Open with Nikolay Davydenko [i don't know from what country he is.] as his opponent. From then, I start to be his fan and when he has matches, expect to see me inour couch watching. The guy that I’m refering to is Novak Djokovic of Serbia.

Novak Djokovic is born last May 22, 1987 [he's going to be 22 on friday.] at Belgrade, Serbia with parents Srdjan and Dijana and is the eldest among Marko and Djordje. He stands 180 cm and weighs 80 kg, [imagine how heavy he is, but still slim. maybe because of the huge muscles he has.] hair color is black and eye color is brownish-green. [anong kulay non? tae? xD]

At the early age of 4, Nole already dreamed to become the no. 1 in the world. He started training at this early age with the legend of Yugoslav tennis, Jelena Gencic. “When asked what he wanted to be when he grew up, without hesitation he said: “number one in the world”, the same answer I was given many years ago by Monika Seles when she was a little girl,” Gencic said. “This is the greatest talent I have seen since Monika Seles,” she said when she spotted little Nole at 8, and began to follow his progress.

And the time came, little Nole is developing into a tennis material, and it made a piece of burden into his family. Djokovic family is not rich, and Nole is needed to be accompanied anywhere.

Through tennis, Nole learned independence. He left home on his own when he was twelve, heading to Nikola Pilic’s academy at Munich, Germany and spent 3 months there.

Novak started to mark his path at 14. He finished as a European Champion, won gold in San Remo with his National team ‘the blues’, continued to impress the crowd with his swooshing balls the following season and emerged as the best under-16 player of the continent, won the prestigious titles ‘La Boule’ and ‘La Poet’ tournaments in France that was previously won by Andy Roddick, and came the 40th best junior player in the world.

[itutuloy ko pa to. xD]

starting again. (:

umm, pno kaya ako magsisimula? yea yea. STARTING AGAIN. xD. my blog has changed. the layout has changed. [turns to black. (:]. wla na yung dating posts ko. it’s a new blog again, coz i deleted my previous blog and started again in a new blog. hope you’ll like it more than the previous one. (:

but the subject of this content won’t change. it’s still “my life . my world”. this will show some of what i’m really interested with, what happend to my life and my emotions. (:

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